She will

She will have an arranged marriage. ONLY.
Who decided?
Jupiter, the Planet.

She will get married by September, 2012 . Definitely.
Why?
Because Jupiter, the Planet will lose interest in her.
It would be a good eight to ten years before He found her interesting again.
But, it wont be love at first sight.

She should control her ego. Should.
Why should she?
Surya, the Sun is already high on her.

Her life has already been decided. Already.
By whom should I say?
The Solar System, of course.

I have a new blog!!!!

http://arunaiyer88.wordpress.com/

I should find out how to change my url into something cooler sounding...this one s just soooo boring!!!!

But, wordpress is very difficult to grasp immediately...but its fun:)

Year 2010

When this year began, I broke one of my longstanding habbits- reading the year's forecast from Yahoo.com. It has been a ritual ever since I laid hands on that Linda Goodman book way back in eight standard. So why did I decide to break this habbit, I wonder...

I felt that I was starting to live my life based on these predictions...though predictions based on sunsigns was never something I believed in when I started out, I realised that sub-conciously, my interest had gaduated from mere characterisation of the different sun signs to predictions for them.

It was upsetting when at times what transpired didn't agree with what Yahoo predicted, and at times eerie....when those two or three lines mirrored what had just happened. (Oh, btw, I read daily predictions at the end of the day to see if Yahoo had got it right...some sort of a game it was, actually)

Soon, I was gobbling up predictions for the entire week and then the entire month as well...

Soon, I spent more time at the Astrology section at any bookstore, reading up stuff I already knew...

Soon, I was investing more money on books predicting the 'Year Ahead for Aries', than I was spending on anything more worth my while...

Soon, I started reading up on which signs were compatible with my sign, Aries, and started building relationships and opinions based on what I read...

Soon, I was justifying the actions of people based on what I had read abt their personalities...

All the above and many more changes in my thought process lead me into expectations that were often too high...I decided that I would live life as it came...day by day without wondering if it would play out the way Yahoo had said it would...

It's liberating in a lot o ways, but scary as well....and tempting as HELL!!!!!

Pseudo-nerd will stop with simply wondering what lies ahead for her in this year...:)

As close as it gets to what am thinking now :)

All I wanna do is find a way back into love,

I can't make it through without a way back into love,

And if I open my heart to you

I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,

And if you help me to start again,

You know that I'll be there for you in the end!

Source: Way Back into Love in the film Music and Lyrics

We are all kinds of people...

We are all kinds of people
All by ourselves.
One minute We think,
Another minute We forget
We are a lot.

We laugh, We cry
We hate and We love
We lie, or don't
We are all kinds of people
All by ourselves.

We stand up against
What was thrown at us
While We inflict the same elsewhere
We are all kinds of people
All by ourselves.

We give people
What We ourselves
Wouldn't take..
We are all kinds of people
All by ourselves.

We can take for granted
Those who We won't
Let take us for granted
We ARE all kinds of people
All by ourselves
All within ourselves...

Why look elsewhere?

My Keyboard :)

Dust layered them
And stuck to my fingers
In full symmetry and
Just like a border
They neatly lined
My lovely keys...
Today I shall wipe
All the layers away
Today I shall use them
To tell a story...

My post-war statement:

I love you AND i hate you with all i ve got...i jus dont understand if i love you more or hate you more. I am letting myself down by telling you this. I know. But i cant help myself wen its you...i miss you more than anything else and i only pray you remember me as someone who you loved and who loved you truly once upon a time...